[poetry] queen of chaos

chaos
chores
chorus
core
care
do I care?
do I care for others?
do you care?
do you care about me?
does anyone?
what I’m doing here?
why am I doing here?
why not somewhere else?
why not someone else?
can I restart?
can I borrow another mind?
where’s my rental service
for the mind?
where’s my way out?
where’s the thread
that will lead me away
from the labyrinth?
you built this
I built this
we are this
I am this mess, chaos
queen
chaotic kingdom of nowhere
and I belive in this violence
more and more and more
untill it becomes a type of dust
that I can no longer taste
chaos
chaos
chaos